Conversation with the dark
So there's another side of me,
a better side of me,
that exists inside of me,
wishing and fighting to break free,
over take me and my sinful ways,
I sit in a haze with a glazed over look, amazed fascinated by my own ways that have the possibility of making the whole world in his praise,
but why would I ever
how could i,
When will we actually
be deserving of this day?
well it makes sense to me
if Christ is consciousness then it's in all of us,
The lack of realising it
will be the fall of all of us,
It frightens me to think I could be so much better than the already now me,
you see it took life and death to get me to this existence, this possibility, tough times, insides at war, in and out of facilities, frequently,
the addictions I had to experience and be strong enough to walk through their dark sides and return stronger spiritually and mentally,
Sorry I'm venting,
Bare with me please!
Please someone tell me they can relate!
These battles these thoughts,
The beauty of chaos,
The lessons we learn if we're strong enough,
It's a gamble, a tough journey not everyone would willingly walk.
I stalk the dark inside of me,
And talk poetically everything this journey has taught to me,
And testify all the chances I failed taking that life had brought to me.
So when I contradict something I previously said that's because I've learned new things to change my beliefs and how I see and think.
I know and have seen the power of temptation and it's polished appeal
Spoken in the weakest parts of the mind like a fast talking sales man,
Don't vomit your lies to these ears
And these eyes I've already witnessed the greater scam, your destructive plan, and I will not play into your devilish hand.
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